Its a beautiful world but your proximity has enhanced the depth of beauty in my vision!!

When the love doesn't reciprocate from my beloved, its very painful but its more painful not to love him anymore....

If love is all pervasive, what pervades the pain of love!!

Procrastination

Someday I will learn how to....But Someday is not a day of the week!!

Whispers down on the knees are heard loud in the sky above...

adapted from:
‎"You reach the greatest heights while on your knees"--- Bishop H. David Burton 

Why is it so hard to cheer up when I am very sure I don't want to be low

I authored my fate...and now the fate writes me....

Fictitious protagonist in the camouflaged drama of life, enacting the monologue role which is still a self authored posthumous.


Since most of my friends who read this almost beat me up, I will make an attempt to explain what was on my mind with this one liner.....:)


Protagonist is the main character or the only character, on whom the play or story is based. Each one of us are the protagonist of our own life story. After all life is also a drama with lot of fake emotions and unreasonable turning points, which often makes me feel that the role in my own life is not real.....So I termed my role in my life as Fictitious protagonist.


Camouflage means to hide something to make it look natural with the surrounding. Like hiding an equipment or arm from an enemy. That is exactly what life does....Most times so dramatic and unexpected. The hurricanes and soothing breeze are cinematically  indulged into life with no foresee. 


Monologue is an act or play, where the artist enacts 2 or more characters. Like the ones in the talk shows and comedy shows on TV. All of us are biased and deeply influenced by our own state of mind and heart. The perception of the world around is obviously from our own point of view, which may or may not be real, but its the hard core only truth for us. People around talk, express emotions and ideas of their own but the perception is always from our point of view....I guess you will all agree to this. Its my way or no way!!!!......Hmm... so what am I saying.... I am trying to say that no matter whats happening around, standing in our shoes, life around is a monologue interpretation from our mind and heart :)


With all the freedom of thought speech and action, abilities, self sustained attitude, decision making abilities and above all the stubbornness to stick to our opinion, I often get deluded that I am in full control of my life.....Until the ego is blown off with a hit or a new flabbergasting unexpected twist....Then I begin to ponder, am I really the author of my life? Even if I am...is the story under my control.....Sometimes I feel, I am just enacting some self authored story. Yeah self authored....I believe its my own past karmas, calcified patterns of thoughts and emotions which have built up this story and now more like a dead puppet, I am enacting the whole play....Posthumous is a story continued after the death of the original author. So I am the original author of my life, but a dead puppet, but the story continues, but the author still remains me..........


HUH!!! that was sooooo not easy to explain ....:) But it was much easier to frame that one liner...:))

A drift in the center is an incomplete circle forever

My Significance

Even if I am only a drop in the ocean, is the ocean complete without me?

Its in your proximity that I find my innate Solitude

---Adapted from Robert Brault: "In a soulmate we find not company but a completed solitude"

A call to myself....Heard or unheard only known to the unknown

Unreasonable fears.... Is it peak of boredom???!@$%^% ;) :P :(

Waves and Tides in life

I stopped by my own side to ponder on all the waves of my life......

ನನ್ನ ನರನಾಡಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ನೀನೆ ನಿನ್ನದೇ
ನೀನಿಲ್ಲದೆ ನನಗೇನಿದೆ ಬದುಕೆಲ್ಲ ಬರಿದಾಗಿದೆ

I Can't, I won't, because it is beyond the ability of my very existence....

IS A SMILE QUESTION OR AN ANSWER?